[From a letter from Augusto Al Q'adi Alcalde, 9/28/00]
Grows
And grows, this bitter taste
as if the gall bladder of the world had drunk more than enough
of this dubious Gin
of spilled blood, muscle
exhausted heart of the tear
and for making things more complete
the tire of my car flat
and you are not passing through this window
and the tobacco is over, and this
is nothing, also the smoke
and what to do with this fire
and maybe I'm exaggerating, only an ember
but never ashes, never
cardiogram flat of anesthesia
of 1+1=2, and tomorrow I'll retire
and what to do with this ember
and this Latino land so fertile
of life, of horror, and of dance
that in my veins one hundred years pass
for each day that I'm alive
this land keeps on beating
this corn cóndor cinnamon rumba with so much evil walking your landscape that if it were not so tragic with graves
memories, oblivion, children, bellies
if it were not, would be
is, will be or was
rebel dignity, smoke
of fires, of faces, scarves
and the fear of the naked king
I said naked but really
no body, no organs inhabit him
knot of ignorance fear greed,
farms, smokes, horizons, steps
impregnating each day
what I'm saying, centuries
that I stay alive
palpitate land cinnamon rumb walk landscape ember, that here we know
tobacco will be forever and smoke
and if the window is here you are here
and if you are here the Land Without Evil has not died
corn cóndor cinnamon rumba
burning memory, child, belly
and thus how, and I'm not asking it,
will ever, the smoke be over?